a'kum ppl, erm den dah lama rasanya x update blg nih kan kan..bukan apa...sbb susah nak dpt line kat png heh..kalau kat spital malu lak nak update takut org blakang duk bacakat library sana..sbb slalunya org2 ada kat situ mostly d surgeons n d specialist.heh

nway skang nih kita kat ONG department..erk heard stories fr those yg dah masuk posting tu scary giler..they said most of the MOs mcm ada bipolar mood disorder ja.heh..bila masuk2 it wasnt tat bad..so far my relationships wif the MOs ok ok ja.mcm suka la plaks ong nih..since my best subject was ong! ah but then kalau time oncall especially kat labour room..sure kecut perut giler..especially time kpala baby nak kuaq..huhu!..takut tersekat ja n takut bahu baby tersekat (shoulder dystocia)..ngeri siut.n if things like tat jadi, mmg red alert!..my 1st call labour room (LR)..x tidoq satu minit pun..the 2nd n 3rd ok ok ja la.ada la tidoq dlm 2 jam.

tapi kan,susah sebenaqnya nak salin nih eh..kalau mother tu tak reti nak push!mmg baby tak nak kuaq!..sakit tekaq m.cik duk tulun mak2 nih push!mcm biasa it was like pasar mlm!hehtapi lately nih byk lak intrauterine death! (IUD)..meaning that baby dah gone inside!..pity the ptn n family..hmmm

k ah tatau pa dah mau cita...tgh duk bz kendri..hancus!!becoz of the fld everywhere.dush!..takdak mood but to try to cheer up everyone especially my sister!sian dia..lek2 najwa..will hve another ceremony satu hari nanti bt dunno when...