assalamualaikum ppl,..heh adeh mcm lama ja tak mengupdate this blg.pergh! bukan apa..sbb xdak mood giler nak update..kpala tak pikiaq pa dahh..ashikkk surgery memanjang..tidoq tak lena tapi mandi basah!

been to surgical ward almost about 2 weeks n yerp i must admit here that every single day i was under pressure..huhuhu!..i really wanna go back to medical if i knw its gonna be like this..pergh!sure tak paham kan apa den ckp nih..hmm..medical work load mmg teruk ah..surgery workload sket ja tapi MENTAL stress tu yg den tak thn!...this whole thingy is because of my head of department MR M.Singh!..uwaaa garang mcm singa..a very particular person..salah sket pun dia nak soal itu ini..adeh! tak thn btoi2..bila la dia nak pencen.??..weh korang...lagi garang dari Atuk MV.K..hmm. susah nak tgk dia senyum :((..bt acctually aah kalau we all buat keja seme elok2, knw our patients in and out..then sure xdak hal ngan "dia"

and 2 days ago i simply weighed myself..dush! below BMI seh!ishh..tak leh jadi nih..since then teruih mkn lunch..apa2 yg depa kasi for dr saya hentam ja..tho x lalu sgt nak mkn!..apa2 ja la.

kalau medical, if the ptn passed away, it wont be such a big 'medicolegal' thingy. aha but kat surgery kalau patient meninggal ja..tats it, they will question the doctor incharge thoroughly,MR M.singh will go thru every single sheets kat ptn's nye file..salah sket management then that person gonna be dead !!!...huhuh n i think im goin to go thru this...the ptn that i accompanied to do an xray (oral gastrographin study) suddenly stopped breathing..uwa!i was so panicked. Acctually that ptn was so ill n we've already issued DIL (death in line)..so practically i din do any active resuscitation kat xray room n the radiologist kept on asking me itu ini!..dah la cardiac monitor pun tadak..teruih saya call kawan kat ward suh turun bawah n they said relax la wan..it shld be ok kut..sbb ptn mmg dah teruk dah..apa yg dia mkn seme kuaq kut lubang perut..a case of end stage renal failure,with liver cirrhosis n some surgery had been done to him..hmm sampai skang duk kecut perut..patut kah den present that case masa mortality report..!!unlucky day btoi laaa..dah ler postcall masa tu! baru 1 wk keja...dah jadi menda camnih!..bengang btoi!

just now a friend of mine, alimin called me telling that she n the rest of my exclassmates tgh mkn2 ceh!..aku jelesss giler wehhhh min, ain and aini!mentang2 la aku kat sini!huhuh..min dah 5 years plus x jumpa2 lagi nih..pls do come over to png!!.

To EL..congrats pass exam..at last u mke it..i knw it from the very beginning itself..phewit!!..tahniah2 drElhuda..n to the rest of my exclassmts yg tak mke it thru last time..