Catch A Falling Star

Assalamualaikum sekalian,

Life seems so hectic nowadays . with tons of skool works..repeat SCHOOL!deng!.i juz cant stand it anymore... it really makes my adrenaline level keep on increasing day by day..sumting is bothering me...tercarik2 saya..hmm..feel like i dunno anything wat i've learnt for the past 4 n 1/2 yrs..sakit jiwa ka saya!..erkk blom lagi rasanya..masih waras2 di tahap "window period"...

kalau saya saintis, mahu saja diciptakan robot2 yg ada 8 kaki.. 2 utk tulis2-h'work, 2 lagi to wash my dirty clothes, 2 lagi tolong jadik my bodyguard in case sakit2, n 2 lagi tolon bawak keta..aahhh best kan kalu macam tuh..Final Fantasy 3 akan muncul tak lama lagi...

has anyone felt like crushing type of sensation over ur chest...pressing,pricking...bla bla wat else..juz name it..haaa..leading to flush face..then at one moment u'll feel that ur jantung akan di carik2 di sirat2..ka hati ha?..ish hati kat bawah..rasa menda tuh kat chest...eeee..aku geram aku geram...sakit sakit...breathlessness macam nak blackout ja.

asai ahh rasa camtuh..sebab2nya tiada dalam buku.. ..jeng2!..orait cut222

End of posting was bad/partially ok..deng!..dengue case..history wise was juz fine xcept for da questions being asked by madam S...uwaaa..susah bangat..ka gwe yg tatau nak jawab..dia belok sana belok sini..last2 skali kami kena langgar ngan traffic light..dushhh!.frustrated toi..tawakal saja la noo..fail/borderline/..apa lagi ah..tu ja la kut yg saya rasa akan dpt..

hmm kena consoled by Dr Tinesh..he said.."eh wahida..u juz be urself..dun worry..end posting is like nuting..wats more important is that ur final pathway..final exam..u still have 3 more mths to go..ur doing good all this while....sob sob..tears oredy droppin by tat time..coontrol2
"u see ah wahida, kekadang tat day wasnt ur lucky day bt in the future it cld be urs u c..ala baru satu end posting kecil saja la...cheerssssss..naa"..fuh2. 1st time he gave those words...terharu eden..ada lagi ah kata2 sweet fr him..---hhoho..bravo2..tq tq

bt still erkk..k k..ish tah papa2 ja tulis..sory2 na macam bosan saja kan kan janet kan..

wokehs..tomoro is the Convocation day..yey! meanin tat there will be no classes tomoro.Dean tak kasi buat class... hait hait!!

Rehearsal wif those doctors, n future docs tgk macam best saja..erkk bila la eden leh grad..mind fleeting n fleeing.

And also congrats to frenz fr UKM (oredy titled "doktot") which they will be graduating next week. to Syameen, Farah, future bro in law Johan, Hirman, Nani, Hajar n da rest..ceh wah..flowers to each one of u..tak bley kasi yg real.yg olok2 pun jadi la kan..

k cup! tadi tgk case dextrocardia( jantung songsang ke sebelah kanan) with diaphragmatic hernia (cam na nak explain..erkk k k usus perut naik ke atas ke dlm ruang paru2 di sebabkan diaphragm dia ada lubang sket),,anywayz tat p.cik was so cool..wif big tummy n bypass surgery done few yrs back for his heart problem..comel toi p.cik...i think hes gonna be alright sooner or later...amin!

wokehs..hidup nih pnoh ngan case write up saja..yey!watever!
schedule 4 tomorrow will be packed...maya n el..hampa tau kan..heh!

next week masuk posting psychiatric...arghh adakah saya pun sudah ada symptoms2 sakit jiwak!
yey again..el marilah sama2 kita join depa w da hope that we can cheer their life..

maya slamat masuk posting baru gak..sakit puan..ceh wah!.

Kak ILa gonna miss u so much..huhuhuh sob sob.. l

life must be cheerful all da time..oleh itu cikwan kaler2 kan entry for today..

quote for today "A DEAD END IS JUST A GOOD PLACE TO TURN AROUND"

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